The 6 night

This day marks the beginning of the 6 night of the galactic underworld.
In the time lines we are familiar: Sunday, November 6, 2009
(See Carl Callemans monumental work on the long counts of the Maya calendar) file://localhost/(http/::www.calleman.com:content:articles:nov8_sixth_night.htm

As I observe in the time/space phenomenon ,
actually, the reality in our world. is quite dark and scary.
I am bombarded with Internet messages where people are denouncing
the extreme corruption of the governments; the ones in authority
are bleeding people of the little money left,
and I don’t mean just taxes: it’s greed at its highest degree,
consciousness of the lowest level. They only care about being powerful.
And making as much money as they can.

We have enormous problems; the ecology is totally out of balance:
drought is happening because of excessive deforestation,
there is no security in the streets; anyone can get mugged.
I just read that a certain “mara” (gang) is “initiating”
their members by obstructing the city traffic and shooting
the people that use their car horns so they move on…

I see myself surrounded by total chaos.
Makes me remember when my mentor Padre Juan de Dios
announced us his dismissal from the third dimensional body,
we asked him why, he told us that things had to get really bad
before they could get better, and he didn’t want to be here.

Now, I wake up in the middle of the night,
( 7 Aq’ab’aal, the mystical power of dawn,)
I Am wondering what can be done about it, on how to
help expand my consciousness and the ones closer to me,
I mean the guy who thinks that in order to cope with his reality,
get drunk, hits his wife and children and you hear the whole mess
and there is nothing you can do about it.
Police is so corrupted; you do not really want them around.

I think it is a great lesson on how we can create a shield of protection
so we can go unharmed. And the special joy when against all odds,
we succeed. As we go around, and do, whatever we can do…

So, in my hour of meditation, Mamita comes and says:

Beloved one:
I understand what is going on and I know how difficult it is to be living in this time lines while you feel surrounded by darkness, ignorance, and violence.
We told you it would be worse than your worst nightmare, and still,
you wanted to experience this Great Shift and witness the darkest hours.
To encounter the underworld. The ancient stories tells you how the hero twins
of the Popol Vuh play the Cosmic Game against all odds,
and at the end, they emerge victorious and become the moon, the sun.

That is the amazing challenge and the way you wanted to be tested, to become stronger and smarter, more aware. Through this, your consciousness will expand,
And grow as you learn new tricks to cope with all of it.

In your deep sensibility, you suffer when a tree is cut off, when a precious animal is being killed, when you see the serious ecological irreversible ruin that unconsciousness is destroying. And much more will happen until the light of the galactic dawn will shine on you. So, you have to learn to be strong enough to start creating a new reality. And you will have all the help you need, from us, the ones in the subtle multidimensions, are here to support and help you. During your dreamtimes you are connecting with us, and being guided. As you are, writing these lines.

Always remember, we are here to help you get out of the darkness of your sorrow,
the feeling of being alone and helpless. As you witness injustice, violence, terror and
all that the ignorance of the people is doing to Mother Earth, new ideas are coming up, in the need to heal. As you learn how to cope with it, wanting to create changes, you are creating the sacred space needed for us to come and take action at the subtle levels. With your prayers you are actually allowing us to help you, to inspire people
to awaken and open their consciousness.

Every time you call upon the angels of justice, whole legions of them are coming
to bring important lessons to the ones in despair and hatred to awaken and change their ways. Not everything is lost, as you sometimes think.
Your ceremonies have created deep healing energies in the places you have been.
Remember, you are being guided, protected, and inspired and all we ask you to do
is leave it all to us, dear: trust. We are here to surround you with all the love and protection you need. We also need you on that side of the multidimensions.
You are doing a great job.


Now rest and dream of this brave new world you are creating.

dia de muertos

The day of the dead….
I almost celebrated it today with my own funeral.

Yesterday I was robbed at gunpoint,
With much violence and impunity.

I won’t go into details, for my purpose today is to share
the reflexions inspired from this extreme experience.

It was the day 11 (challenge) and ix, (the jaguar)
And yes, I was challenged tremendously, at many levels.
All my emotions were shaken, like a tree, and the fruits fell.
Some of them were rotten, like my good old “poor me”,
the energies of fear, despair, loneliness, insecurity,
wow, I was shaking!
I came home right away and made ceremony,
in gratitude that my body was not hurt, my car still there.
Did some smudging, a rose petal bath and all the medicine I could find.
and made a new resolution: To be fully alive and conscious.

We are constantly hearing about all the terrible things that are happening now,
And we are empathic enough to listen and share with others in the so called compassion. How can’t we???

The day before I had lunch with my friend Brux and she was sharing her feelings about how her secretary’s husband was killed. My comment was for her to be
careful, not to loose her center and allow anything negative to happen to her.
And guess what, I was the one who had a crack in my power of protection,
Therefore, allowing this to happen! Quite a lesson, ha!

So, I decide to write this,
So my negative experience turns into something for the best of all.

It is the time to enter a new consciousness, to let go of all the old patterns
And ask the universe for help to really let go.
Recycle those rotten fruits, compost them!
If we want to be in the 5 dimentional conciousness, we have to meet the divinity
within, in a pure, clean, clear heart and that only happens when we really decide it.
Do it for a whole week, use the affirmations and prayers you prefer,
(I Am resurrection: this is the true meaning)
Ask your angels and guides to help you at this.
We really got to create the new world, the new reality,
And the only way is to do it in our own world, our inner circle!
So, beloved ones, WAKE UP !
Me too.

Shaman's duet

A mystic nomad, l have the priviledge to be host
at the most amazing spots in this universe.

One of them is my Albuquerque home
And the 3 sided whole tribe.
An amazing desert oasis, in the middle of New Mexico.
And the Cosmic Trading Post in the old town, where
Chance is creating a community store where the talented
artists have an outlet to sell their creations, yeah!

Dr Blue and I have been “pen pals”, sharing for years now:
Sometimes we send each other pictures, sometimes inspiration comes,
and stuff like this comes up.
I want to share these lines with you in celebration
of the new 9 ~ 9~ 9 Portal we celebrated last night.
We invited 10 people: 50 came.
And we had an amazing ceremony – celebration adventure.
(tequila included)


DrBlue:

HI HO, i know nothing
and thats the fun thing.
shaman says,
be on the edge
of knowing and not knowing
but know which is which
when yu can which is
usually when you can can
dancing like a wave of nothing
you suddenly know something
but its not what you thought
you knew, sometimes old
wisdom, sometimes new
sometimes crazy wisdom
always indecision
until you decide,
left or right
fight or flight
spirit or body
hot fudge or cold tea
see, it doesnt get any sharper
than on the edge of unknowing
where the ancient cloud
is moaning oblique obfusifications
about its all relative
and all those relatives
coming from different strokes
in the gene pools,
they dont get it
as they said in
the great comic movie
WATCHMEN,
its too late
always has been
always will
but wait, its now, now
and time to tune in turn on
and drop in further
since Tims already out
we are still monitoring the
planet waves
and family raves
and knights and knaves
and we are certainly prone
to stand up straight and
pretend we know something
anything at all that is certain
would be a good thing to know
and this isnt just hippie
epistemology or
realitysurferscience
no, its the shamanic talent
of dancing on the edge of meaning
until the universe
plays shaman says,
and its suddenly clear
which way is up
or which way is down
what should be serious
and who is the clown
but seeriously folks,
thats all for now
this is no luny tune finale
its keeps going and going and going
ever ready to demand
more attention
which curiously means
entomologically less tension
so relax and float downstream
its the beginning its the beginning...


AumRak’s:

The shaman that walks on this sacred earth
came for the grand adventure:
one day clear and spotless,
one day walking on the sharp edge,
one day not walking
one day flying...
the other, traveling across dimensions
and the inventions.
In deep surrender,
for what else would make us go?
trusting, not oneself
trusting those guiding spirits:
sometimes so direct and clear
sometimes seems they’re hiding,
when always there.
Knowing the star people,
make the shapes of the clouds
make this world go round,
and put up with ET.
Trusting manifestation
that comes and go, and goes
and comes: may it always happen
may it never go!
Still, there we go, again
when it all hurts, when in pain
when all is done and still beyond:
fighting the lost causes
and finding them, all over again.
Finding the light even in the darkest moments
or inventing it, making it up!
Grabbing ourselves from a rod that doesn't exist
knowing it may, then manifests.
Making it rain and tornado
and then again you wonder:
When the rainbow comes up.
and when our work will bloom.
Like the fool we go and walk
and the flowers bloom under our steps
and the people smile, and heal.
We don't turn back, we just go ahead.
and keep planting seeds in the soil of hearts,
in the ears that don't hear
but then again they listen
once in a while, when there’s good music.

Oh the shaman, the maker of magic
the believer of nothing
the creator of moments
that come and go.
and we forget
what others will ever:
because the roses are red
their scent is healing
their color invisible.

Been in all the dimensions
enjoyed by angels and demons.
What do I know, it just happens!
It's not me, it's what I represent.
And then again I trust,
And then again
I Am that I Am.

Aaj, the Star Dancer

My beloved ones.
I am quoting my friend Lindi Morningstar: “We are riding the roller coaster down the other side to the full moon 3rd eclipse, 8/8 Lions gate hall of records opening, 22nd anniversary of the Harmonic Convergence - 15/17th August to the 9/9/9 - wow what a journey - what to take - nothing, in fact let go of what you don't want to carry, as it will only get heavier, have a good clean out mentally, physically and emotionally and enjoy the ride!”
Besides, we are finishing the cycle of the Wayeb. This time is known as “the day out of time”, although this cycle of the Haab (agriculture solar calendar) is 5 days long and it has been used to prepare in ceremony and intentions for the next new year to come. This timing coincides with the Egyptian and the Atlantean New year, the Lion’s gate. Special times indeed.
In the Tzolkin, (Sacred Calendar) we enter the trecena of Aaj.
It talks about the connections we have with Mother Earth and Father Sky and how much we can connect and channel and manifest these energies. It is all about taking our egos out of the way and allow divine manifestation to happen through us.
The people who have been practicing Reiki know what I mean. The divine healing energies flow and heal. It also happens when we “channel” through words and writing what our guides want to be known.
Many of you might ask: So… and how do I do it?
We all can tap into this talents, we just need to practice. A good way is to start writing a journal every morning, if possible, the moments before we really awake. Ask your angel guides your questions and start writing.
Soon you will feel like you are receiving dictation, do not interfere with your mindand question, just let it flow. And then rest. You will need some time to get used to it and then, you will have direct connection with the Source.
How about that?
Please write me at aumrak2012@gmail.com if you feel you need more guidance. Much love to you, and happy ride!

Dreamtime

This was an amazing festival I participated in Colorado, USA
I was part of a camp called sacred earth and we made amazing ceremonies, followed by jamming of exquisite musicians.
The big ceremony was last Saturday, while Lunar Fire was playing.
Much energy, beautiful people, amazing portals were opened in preparation for the eclipse.
It was so much fun!
I want to share with you a very special picture.
Soon I will be leaving for Toronto, Canada.
Planning workshops and ceremonies.
Hope to see you there.
Love
aummmmmM

If you can laugh about your past, you are en LIGHT ened!

Well, here I Am, during my morning meditation in my family home.
In the room where both my parents died.
I am in between, coming back
From another divine assignment in Copan,
And getting ready.
For the 7th of what we once called
The maya magic mystery tour.

And this is what comes to me in meditation,
Very strongly and with the passion to open my Mac rosita
And start writing.

For a couple of months now, I have been trained
at getting very sharp at the dictation that is one of
my next assignments.

And so I go: next are Mamitas words!


Greetings, my beloved children!

If you can laugh about your past, you are ascended!

Indeed, this is very much true, and I know you will feel shocked
about this statement. Guess why?
Because all your fears, guilt, anger, frustration, sadness,
Insecure. (Pardon my bad language…)

What do you feel when you read this statement?
A lot of stuff comes up.
Somebody might have taught you that
-You are in a valley of tears.
-That you have to work hard to make a decent living.
-To judge (yourself and others) by your figure, status, car, accessories.
-Belief Systems.
-Feel like once you had a strong experience with someone,
your relationship is over.
-Only doctors know about your body.
-Only priests know about God.

Wow, should I go on? Better not, else I will need to write a
whole book to talk about all this.
I believe the process should be different.

Imagine, every time you remember something about your life.
You go back to a very dirty spot.
Would you get in and make your feet all muddy, over and over again?
Well, this is what you do when you remember painful stuff,
all those karmic experiences you have had,
to experience in this lifetime,
All you agreed upon to heal: harmonize, forgive!
And it is thanks to it that we can, finally, evolve.

For this is the great opportunity we have in this lifetime,
during these special times that some call “The Shift”
some call it 2012, (because of the maya prophesy/ calendaric cycles)
Which is the rays of Hunab-ku, our great galactic sun,
Bringing us LIGHT !

So, you can decide now, are you ready to have a good laugh?
And allow me to join you as a loving mother and laugh till
a special understanding comes: the liberation of all “sins”
and then we’ll know: all is just a game!
Called en light ment
A game we created before you were born.
Remember how carefully we chose family, country,
time in history; planetary horoscopes, oracles
are great helps to remember. And finally surrender
to the idea that you are such, as I Am that I Am.

Now take at least one deep breath, feeling release of all stories,
Dramas, memories and have another good laugh with me.
And a great big hug, for I was always there with you.
For you. For I Am Gaia, Pacha Mama, Mother Earth,
and you are welcome to come to my realm and enjoy,
experience, experiment and feel at HOME.
All I ask of you is: Please clean up your mess!
Like all mommys!

This special time between eclipses is very emotional
And all that is reflecting in your body; that is why everything hurts,
This is to remember the spots where you stored –that stuff.
So, stretch and reach out: And have another big laugh!
You too! – AumRak!

Love you sooo much!
Ha ha ha ha ha!
Ha ha ha
hA!

The Light Bringer ~ Ajpuu

Beloved ones:

As I went through my files to find this new wave of creation, I felt quite a relief to see Ajpuu,
the nahual for this next trecena: A new period to center our light, to
find new ways to reconnect with the Divine within us.
Ajpuu is the sun for our ancestors. For us, the "ones we were waiting for",
it is the new connection with the Hunab Ku, the center of our Galaxy,
our great central sun. The one whose light, called adamantine particles,
are awakening us to the new consciousness, and creating this so much awaited
Shift of the Ages.

As I write this, a new day is coming, and through my window, I see the first rays.
The night was cold, rainy, and with the excitement of it all,
I laid down with many thoughts in my head,so sleeping was not an option.
Now the new day has come and I can start doing all that will help me prepare
for this new cycle in my own life. As I go through all my worldy possessions,
(all of them piled up in this room) I decide to let go of all that I do not need.
I find all this unnecessary stuff I have been holding on for so long,
representing memories of stages in life, now it seems, not even my own.
Light~en up! For together with the old, I am letting go of all those emotions,
Relations, stuff I don’t need any longer.
I open my heart to renewal, re activation,
A new consciousness.

The last lunar eclipse allows us to enter a period ending with this cycle.
Many emotions will come up, of all kinds. May the blessings of Ajpuu help us
desire the bright side of all of them. You know, we are creating our future.
Starting right now! (-and as I write this, the Universe responds with a ray of sun,
blinding me at first, but oh so warm and welcome.)
Reminds me of hope, divine trust, and my heart gives opens up to joy!
This new cycle starts with a smile!
Are you smiling too?
So, let us celebrate and remember:
I Am Love, I Am Light, I Am Life, I Am Truth:
I AM that I AM!

aummmmmmmmmmM

(see, this is new, I am signing with a capital M, at the end!)
;)