Lake Atitlan, the pristine one!

Embraced the lake

Embracing the lake

I left my home in Antigua two days before the ceremony I planned to embrace the lake. Took a shuttle instead of the shamamovil, and it was quite a ride,
I had forgotten how crazy those pilots are. We were close to big accident twice… ufff!
As we entered the basin of the lake, I could perceive a deep, intense sadness, manifested through my own sad memories of the 10 or so years I lived, first in Santiago Atitlan, then in San Marcos la Laguna. I did embrace those recollections and understood that as a woman, I had to heal myself first, so I could profoundly connect with my surrounding part of Gaia. ( by the way,it is my second name.)

I decided to spend the night in Panajachel, and called a friend of mine, who invited me to stay at her home. Sure enough, our conversation lead us to share our experiences since we saw each other, and guess what, we ended up crying together.
I won’t go into details, but please help me send lots of healing to my dear Carol.

Next day, as I walked the once crowded, full of life street of Santander, I realized it was almost deserted. Many of the stores were closed, no gringos, the usual vendors were there, desperate to sell their wares, imagine, a chalina for Q 5.00 when the usual price was Q20.00…!

The boat ride was as beautiful as ever and I was so happy to discover that the lake is looking quite clean now, the “captain” told me it had been this way for a week or so, but we all know the cyanobacteria is deep inside, waiting for the warm weather to surface.

When I got to San Marcos, I went to look for my friends and nobody was home.
The ususal feeling of “home” to me was gone, even my beloved son Balam,
was absent.
Walking by the church I found Florinda, a single mother of five (her husband, Chico, is still in jail).She used to work for me. Her two older children are now in school, so she got a good part of your donations. I know that is not going to last a long time,
but I sure was happy to share your generosity with her.

And it came back to me when I went to the hotel Paco Real and the new Administrador, Alejandro, invited me to stay there “for free” the next two nights.
I was preparing for the ceremony and took a very light dinner and a sauna.

Next day, as early as I could. I went to the rocks, and following my Spirit Guides’ advice, did my first candle ceremony, my meditation brought me to be in unity with the lake. During my second ceremony and pondering on duality, I felt very alone,
I had invited many people to come. I could not understand why nobody showed up! Then my guides told me: You are not alone and I could sense the presence of so many light beings who came and ministered me, and the lake. A squirrel (the Maya nahual of Noj ~ wisdom, came and played around) a lizard walked right near me (maya nahual of K’at, ~healing) and of course the birds came and listened to my flute playing. (tzikin~joy, abundance)
The third ceremony, activation, was made and Mayari showed up. And she lit the candles for the fourth ceremony: for balance.
Sandra, a maya girl showed up also, I know her. Because of her alcoholic parents, she was sent to an orphanage in Panajachel with her brother. They cut her hair (you don’t do that to a mayan girl!) and made her wear jeans and a t-shirl (just like a boy)
I don’t want to know all that she went through during that year she was away. Her sister and I prayed a lot together and made many ceremonies to get her back home.
I even tried calling the people I could. When she came back, she looked very “punk”. I adviced her to to wear her guipil and her corte again and she did!
Of course she was selling her bolsas, and the typical paraphernalia and I knew part of the ceremony was for us to make “her day” so we got as much as we could!
And she lit the candles for the fifth ceremony, for the center. It was very touching to see this 15 year old girl doing her prayers in her cachickel language. And I knew she was representing the women of the lake.

It was about noon when a guy came selling coconuts. So we got some and invited him to do the 6th ceremony, for abundance. I did the 7th ceremony, for trust, the mystical power and then some tourists showed up, one from Chile, one from Spain and one from Mexico and they shared the eight ceremony for harmony, the ninth for the intentions and the tenth, for manifestation. During the eleventh ceremony, for liberation, I poured the Diamond water in the lake, programming it to heal, purify and reactivate the sacred waters of the navel of the earth.
The twelfth ceremony (cooperation) was done in a cheerful spirit and by the time the sun was setting, the thirteeth ceremony was done. Trascendence.

With a happy heart and the feeling of mission accomplished, we went back to the hotel, had a nice sushi dinner and another sauna. We had rain all night. Next day, back to Antigua, we drove through dense fog and very cold weather, happy because we were told that the cyanobacteria dies when it gets really cold. Of course, I also got cold and a big flu, and now, Christmas morning, I am finally thinking straight and sharing with you my adventure. After the whole process of feeling very sick and lonely, I feel like something shifted deep within. In oneness with Nature, I pray it was so. And deep in my heart I am being reborn within the Christ consciousness,
My intentions to be in service in preparation for this Great Shift, may the Spirit of the Season may enlighten your hearts and bring all the joy and harmony we all need

Let's embrace the lake!

LET’S EMBRACE LAKE ATITLAN

Many of you have seen the different videos, pictures and at least,
the news that the sacred lake of the Mayans, lake Atitlan, is affected with the Cyan bacteria.

The waters, once clear and transparent, the ones we used to call
“The mirror of the Heavens”, is now a stinky, greenish and sickening dump.
Some say this infestation goes as deep as 25 meters below the surface.
And, it is not only the looks of it, imagine all the people that bathes
and drinks and cooks with its waters. It is a real health hazard.

I remember the times when it was safe to drink its waters,
and sure enjoyed swimming in those wonderfully clear, fresh shores.
My heart feels so many emotions about it and so; I feel the call:
We have to do something about it.

In my hours of meditation, my beloved guides told me:

In many shamanic traditions, all over the world, it is said that
rivers are male, lakes female.
And the element of water is connected with sadness, grief.

What is happening with the lake is the expression of deep sadness
of the women, specially the indigenous ones, that have been
experiencing so many levels of abuse, resulting in a lack
of self-esteem and the indifference of the males, their mates.

Our lake is showing what many of us women have experienced:
Cancer: Our bodies rotting away, due to abandonment,
unfairness, unjustness, inequity, cruelty, tyranny, repression,
exploitation bias, prejudice, discrimination, intolerance
and the lack of respect we have suffered for so many centuries.

The ceremony we are planning to do in the 19 of December (all day)
is concentrating in forgiveness and letting go of all those energies
to finally start receiving the love and harmony that the 11:11:11
doorways have been transmitting to our planet in the etheric levels.

It is only when we have undone our emotional energy blockages,
that we can finally start healing, then we can help our sons,
nephews, our men with their healing process.
And: our beloved lake, as well: our planet!

I invite you, dear ones, to start sending so much love to Lake Atitlan,
And to my dear sisters on this planet to start working with all of our inner
feelings, whatever makes us feel ashamed, abused, intruded, put down.
We know that what we most reject is what we most attract, so let’s have
the courage and do healing ceremony, gather in circles and allow those tears
to finally flow free and as a result, to start a new life where we can
finally attract all we deserve in dignity, grace and love.

The 6 night

This day marks the beginning of the 6 night of the galactic underworld.
In the time lines we are familiar: Sunday, November 6, 2009
(See Carl Callemans monumental work on the long counts of the Maya calendar) file://localhost/(http/::www.calleman.com:content:articles:nov8_sixth_night.htm

As I observe in the time/space phenomenon ,
actually, the reality in our world. is quite dark and scary.
I am bombarded with Internet messages where people are denouncing
the extreme corruption of the governments; the ones in authority
are bleeding people of the little money left,
and I don’t mean just taxes: it’s greed at its highest degree,
consciousness of the lowest level. They only care about being powerful.
And making as much money as they can.

We have enormous problems; the ecology is totally out of balance:
drought is happening because of excessive deforestation,
there is no security in the streets; anyone can get mugged.
I just read that a certain “mara” (gang) is “initiating”
their members by obstructing the city traffic and shooting
the people that use their car horns so they move on…

I see myself surrounded by total chaos.
Makes me remember when my mentor Padre Juan de Dios
announced us his dismissal from the third dimensional body,
we asked him why, he told us that things had to get really bad
before they could get better, and he didn’t want to be here.

Now, I wake up in the middle of the night,
( 7 Aq’ab’aal, the mystical power of dawn,)
I Am wondering what can be done about it, on how to
help expand my consciousness and the ones closer to me,
I mean the guy who thinks that in order to cope with his reality,
get drunk, hits his wife and children and you hear the whole mess
and there is nothing you can do about it.
Police is so corrupted; you do not really want them around.

I think it is a great lesson on how we can create a shield of protection
so we can go unharmed. And the special joy when against all odds,
we succeed. As we go around, and do, whatever we can do…

So, in my hour of meditation, Mamita comes and says:

Beloved one:
I understand what is going on and I know how difficult it is to be living in this time lines while you feel surrounded by darkness, ignorance, and violence.
We told you it would be worse than your worst nightmare, and still,
you wanted to experience this Great Shift and witness the darkest hours.
To encounter the underworld. The ancient stories tells you how the hero twins
of the Popol Vuh play the Cosmic Game against all odds,
and at the end, they emerge victorious and become the moon, the sun.

That is the amazing challenge and the way you wanted to be tested, to become stronger and smarter, more aware. Through this, your consciousness will expand,
And grow as you learn new tricks to cope with all of it.

In your deep sensibility, you suffer when a tree is cut off, when a precious animal is being killed, when you see the serious ecological irreversible ruin that unconsciousness is destroying. And much more will happen until the light of the galactic dawn will shine on you. So, you have to learn to be strong enough to start creating a new reality. And you will have all the help you need, from us, the ones in the subtle multidimensions, are here to support and help you. During your dreamtimes you are connecting with us, and being guided. As you are, writing these lines.

Always remember, we are here to help you get out of the darkness of your sorrow,
the feeling of being alone and helpless. As you witness injustice, violence, terror and
all that the ignorance of the people is doing to Mother Earth, new ideas are coming up, in the need to heal. As you learn how to cope with it, wanting to create changes, you are creating the sacred space needed for us to come and take action at the subtle levels. With your prayers you are actually allowing us to help you, to inspire people
to awaken and open their consciousness.

Every time you call upon the angels of justice, whole legions of them are coming
to bring important lessons to the ones in despair and hatred to awaken and change their ways. Not everything is lost, as you sometimes think.
Your ceremonies have created deep healing energies in the places you have been.
Remember, you are being guided, protected, and inspired and all we ask you to do
is leave it all to us, dear: trust. We are here to surround you with all the love and protection you need. We also need you on that side of the multidimensions.
You are doing a great job.


Now rest and dream of this brave new world you are creating.

dia de muertos

The day of the dead….
I almost celebrated it today with my own funeral.

Yesterday I was robbed at gunpoint,
With much violence and impunity.

I won’t go into details, for my purpose today is to share
the reflexions inspired from this extreme experience.

It was the day 11 (challenge) and ix, (the jaguar)
And yes, I was challenged tremendously, at many levels.
All my emotions were shaken, like a tree, and the fruits fell.
Some of them were rotten, like my good old “poor me”,
the energies of fear, despair, loneliness, insecurity,
wow, I was shaking!
I came home right away and made ceremony,
in gratitude that my body was not hurt, my car still there.
Did some smudging, a rose petal bath and all the medicine I could find.
and made a new resolution: To be fully alive and conscious.

We are constantly hearing about all the terrible things that are happening now,
And we are empathic enough to listen and share with others in the so called compassion. How can’t we???

The day before I had lunch with my friend Brux and she was sharing her feelings about how her secretary’s husband was killed. My comment was for her to be
careful, not to loose her center and allow anything negative to happen to her.
And guess what, I was the one who had a crack in my power of protection,
Therefore, allowing this to happen! Quite a lesson, ha!

So, I decide to write this,
So my negative experience turns into something for the best of all.

It is the time to enter a new consciousness, to let go of all the old patterns
And ask the universe for help to really let go.
Recycle those rotten fruits, compost them!
If we want to be in the 5 dimentional conciousness, we have to meet the divinity
within, in a pure, clean, clear heart and that only happens when we really decide it.
Do it for a whole week, use the affirmations and prayers you prefer,
(I Am resurrection: this is the true meaning)
Ask your angels and guides to help you at this.
We really got to create the new world, the new reality,
And the only way is to do it in our own world, our inner circle!
So, beloved ones, WAKE UP !
Me too.

Shaman's duet

A mystic nomad, l have the priviledge to be host
at the most amazing spots in this universe.

One of them is my Albuquerque home
And the 3 sided whole tribe.
An amazing desert oasis, in the middle of New Mexico.
And the Cosmic Trading Post in the old town, where
Chance is creating a community store where the talented
artists have an outlet to sell their creations, yeah!

Dr Blue and I have been “pen pals”, sharing for years now:
Sometimes we send each other pictures, sometimes inspiration comes,
and stuff like this comes up.
I want to share these lines with you in celebration
of the new 9 ~ 9~ 9 Portal we celebrated last night.
We invited 10 people: 50 came.
And we had an amazing ceremony – celebration adventure.
(tequila included)


DrBlue:

HI HO, i know nothing
and thats the fun thing.
shaman says,
be on the edge
of knowing and not knowing
but know which is which
when yu can which is
usually when you can can
dancing like a wave of nothing
you suddenly know something
but its not what you thought
you knew, sometimes old
wisdom, sometimes new
sometimes crazy wisdom
always indecision
until you decide,
left or right
fight or flight
spirit or body
hot fudge or cold tea
see, it doesnt get any sharper
than on the edge of unknowing
where the ancient cloud
is moaning oblique obfusifications
about its all relative
and all those relatives
coming from different strokes
in the gene pools,
they dont get it
as they said in
the great comic movie
WATCHMEN,
its too late
always has been
always will
but wait, its now, now
and time to tune in turn on
and drop in further
since Tims already out
we are still monitoring the
planet waves
and family raves
and knights and knaves
and we are certainly prone
to stand up straight and
pretend we know something
anything at all that is certain
would be a good thing to know
and this isnt just hippie
epistemology or
realitysurferscience
no, its the shamanic talent
of dancing on the edge of meaning
until the universe
plays shaman says,
and its suddenly clear
which way is up
or which way is down
what should be serious
and who is the clown
but seeriously folks,
thats all for now
this is no luny tune finale
its keeps going and going and going
ever ready to demand
more attention
which curiously means
entomologically less tension
so relax and float downstream
its the beginning its the beginning...


AumRak’s:

The shaman that walks on this sacred earth
came for the grand adventure:
one day clear and spotless,
one day walking on the sharp edge,
one day not walking
one day flying...
the other, traveling across dimensions
and the inventions.
In deep surrender,
for what else would make us go?
trusting, not oneself
trusting those guiding spirits:
sometimes so direct and clear
sometimes seems they’re hiding,
when always there.
Knowing the star people,
make the shapes of the clouds
make this world go round,
and put up with ET.
Trusting manifestation
that comes and go, and goes
and comes: may it always happen
may it never go!
Still, there we go, again
when it all hurts, when in pain
when all is done and still beyond:
fighting the lost causes
and finding them, all over again.
Finding the light even in the darkest moments
or inventing it, making it up!
Grabbing ourselves from a rod that doesn't exist
knowing it may, then manifests.
Making it rain and tornado
and then again you wonder:
When the rainbow comes up.
and when our work will bloom.
Like the fool we go and walk
and the flowers bloom under our steps
and the people smile, and heal.
We don't turn back, we just go ahead.
and keep planting seeds in the soil of hearts,
in the ears that don't hear
but then again they listen
once in a while, when there’s good music.

Oh the shaman, the maker of magic
the believer of nothing
the creator of moments
that come and go.
and we forget
what others will ever:
because the roses are red
their scent is healing
their color invisible.

Been in all the dimensions
enjoyed by angels and demons.
What do I know, it just happens!
It's not me, it's what I represent.
And then again I trust,
And then again
I Am that I Am.

Aaj, the Star Dancer

My beloved ones.
I am quoting my friend Lindi Morningstar: “We are riding the roller coaster down the other side to the full moon 3rd eclipse, 8/8 Lions gate hall of records opening, 22nd anniversary of the Harmonic Convergence - 15/17th August to the 9/9/9 - wow what a journey - what to take - nothing, in fact let go of what you don't want to carry, as it will only get heavier, have a good clean out mentally, physically and emotionally and enjoy the ride!”
Besides, we are finishing the cycle of the Wayeb. This time is known as “the day out of time”, although this cycle of the Haab (agriculture solar calendar) is 5 days long and it has been used to prepare in ceremony and intentions for the next new year to come. This timing coincides with the Egyptian and the Atlantean New year, the Lion’s gate. Special times indeed.
In the Tzolkin, (Sacred Calendar) we enter the trecena of Aaj.
It talks about the connections we have with Mother Earth and Father Sky and how much we can connect and channel and manifest these energies. It is all about taking our egos out of the way and allow divine manifestation to happen through us.
The people who have been practicing Reiki know what I mean. The divine healing energies flow and heal. It also happens when we “channel” through words and writing what our guides want to be known.
Many of you might ask: So… and how do I do it?
We all can tap into this talents, we just need to practice. A good way is to start writing a journal every morning, if possible, the moments before we really awake. Ask your angel guides your questions and start writing.
Soon you will feel like you are receiving dictation, do not interfere with your mindand question, just let it flow. And then rest. You will need some time to get used to it and then, you will have direct connection with the Source.
How about that?
Please write me at aumrak2012@gmail.com if you feel you need more guidance. Much love to you, and happy ride!